12 Symptoms of Spiritual Awakening

Aware of Something Missing

This weekend I did my training and my household chores.  My almost 5 year old was a typical kid and husband was fairly nice.  Life seemed almost normal and well adjusted.  No drama, no stress.  I should be happy.  I am happy.

BUT, I find myself craving something more.  I crave a deeper connection with another human being.  I crave an in dept, meaningful, moving or touching conversation.  I crave something that feels important between me and another person.  I am not necessarily talking about romance but more just connecting on a deeper level where you feel a true sharing of spirit and heart.

I come into work and read a few blogs.  Blog friends who are experiencing these deeper meanings or expressing them.  It feeds my need a bit but can’t fill the void of a live human being here for me, with me, having a “real” conversation.

There just isn’t anyone around right now that fits that bill.  I feel like life goes on, I go through the motions, the days tick off and the work gets done, but it all seems so superficial.  Like it is just not that important somehow; necessary but not fulfilling.

I need to feel that something is actually important.